Stone eyes, inpenetratable heart, iced lungs. Odd feeling of pulling and tugging at the bones, hate one's self, love ones around you. Ambivalence and emotional numbness, WHAT AM I¿? Why won't this spinning cease¿? GOD, how I hate this!! Nowhere to turn, to look, to feel; only taste the blood and the caress of the frightened looks gazing at me. Love, hate, what is it¿? Don't know my insides more than anyone else, confusion eating at me like acid. Can't help but feel this malicious love for my environment. Jealousy overwrites my primary function, hate filled lung disease, Zero my hero. Most important factor in life and demolished because of one's selfish perversion. Hypocritical me! Twist and turn the smoke piles up inside of me, I need more substance. Please leave me to my chemicals...